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alex奢侈莫过流浪 January 02 2008.12.31早上起来，准确的说应该是中午，洗漱
对着镜子刮胡子，也不知道过了多久
当水池里的水溢出一地的时候才回过神来
走神了，想的什么记不清了
可能是三年，两年或是一年前的今天
也可能是一些其他乱七八糟的事er
下次可别走神了，浪费水不说，还要劳动－＿－！
不写了，０９年了，ＧＯＯＤ ＬＵＣＫ！
August 21 Raining in da Morning一大早就被未来的manager电话叫醒,问到police check的事. 感觉一下子清醒了很多. 从寒假到现在给自己找了个休息的借口，一直懒散的活着，一些事情都在拖着，放着，不去认真对待，大脑空白的到处游荡. 感觉智商好象也在下降...最近出门不是坐错车，就是东西丢在外边然后回家狂找...有点郁闷-_-！ 写几个字出来，算是给自己一些提醒吧. 该认真了，去做事了. PS.传说中的冬天应该已经过去了，MD为什么还这么冷. May 23 TeNder againDo what we can do
Light The Universe.
2/06/2008
Keep a little faith, absolutely
6/06/2008
又是law,又将近凌晨3点,同样的感觉,似曾相识,但却又少了些什么.
应该是最后一次.
19/06/2008
Only for the Weak
----In Flames
时间是个奇怪的东西，但它对每一个人却又是最公平的．
May 05 Before The End"You got a dream, you gotta protect it.
People can't do something themselves,
they wanna tell you that you can't do it.
You want something? Go get it. Period."
--<The Pursuit of Happiness> February 15 The Story of St. ValentineLegend One St. Valentine was a Christian priest who lived in 270 A.D. (270 A.D. means 270 years after Christ was born.) At that time, the Roman government controlled much of the world. The Roman government needed many soldiers to protect its lands. The Emperor Claudius II decided that married men did not make good soldiers because they wanted to stay at home with their wives and children. He made a very strange law that said young men were not allowed to marry. He also said that any priest who married a young couple would be put to death. A priest named Valentine disobeyed the Emperor. He secretly married many young couples. When the Emperor found out, he had Valentine imprisoned. Valentine was beheaded for his disobedience on February 14. Since Valentine had helped lovers, the day he died became a day for people to express love for others. Legend Two The Roman government did not like the Christian religion, so Christians were persecuted and were not allowed to worship as they pleased. The Roman government thought they could get rid of the Christian faith by persecuting Christians. A priest named Valentine continued to practice faith in spite of the persecution. He refused to worship the Roman gods. This made the Emperor Claudius II very angry. Claudius II had Valentine arrested and put into prison. Valentine spent one year in prison. The prison was very uncomfortable. He had to sleep on a cold, hard floor, and he had very little food. But Valentine was not sad. He had always been kind to children, and they remembered his kindness. The children threw flowers and kind notes to him through the prison bars. Valentine had made friends with the jailer's blind daughter. She would bring these notes and flowers to him. Whenever he could, Valentine sent notes back out to the children. The Emperor Claudius II was impressed by Valentine's kindness. He said that Valentine could go free if he would worship the Roman gods. Valentine refused. Instead, he did a very bold thing and tried to convert Claudius II to Christianity. This made Claudius II very angry. He said that Valentine would be put to death. During the days before his execution, Claudius prayed for the jailer's blind daughter, and she regained her sight. Valentine was beheaded on February 14. Before he died, he wrote a farewell message to the jailer's daughter and signed it "From Your Valentine." Some people say we remember his death by sending kind messages to our friends. September 29 Relax突然想一个人找个接近太阳升起的早晨去海边转转
去网上查了firstlight和sunrise，还有最早的train timetable 结果是这个想法不太可能实现 一贯的作风是想到的就去做，并不需要太多的原因
有时却也忽略环境对现实的左右 得到的结果也许另人居丧 但也是现实环境对一切的掌控 实际也保留着一些奇怪的原则，有的甚至连自己都不明白其中的原因 也许是怕做错或过于放纵 就在地上画一个圈 让自己成为囚犯 September 15 por una cabeza1.那棵cane变黄的叶子还没变回绿色，多晒晒太阳也许就会好了
2.跑步坚持了2周，很久没有流汗的感觉了 3.发现cane的枝干瘦了许多，突然怕它4掉，从学校跑回来，用院子里的土从新把它种了起来 4.看了月蚀，错过了全蚀，但也是第一次看 5.Due了law 的assignment后，发现自己还有好多书没有看
6.第一次，半个下午看完一姐们ＥＲ以前的blog，才知道经常定义别人是如何“要强”的人，本身她自己就是那么“要强”。相反，在别人的身上看到了自己是那么不懂得持之以恒 7.su和vicky过生日，很开心 8.也许是coffee的原因，记得上次失眠应该是2年前 9.前段时间觉得有点累，现在应该休息好了，思绪也应该整理清晰了 10.跑步，明天要继续，想知道自己能走多远 11.希望最近能有一天阳光明媚，想晒太阳了 August 03 Fade操！天怎么亮的这么晚。
由夏天又直接过回了冬天。 在国内的那段日子，对melbourne 的回忆实际并不多， 能令我记起的却只是那一群朋友和一种味道， 如今身边的朋友们依然在， 而那初到这里所体味的味道，只有在某一时刻不经意的才会在脑海中再次浮现 有时想感慨一翻，脑子却是空空，也许 因为自己还没到那样的年龄而满腹经伦。 颓废，激情的感觉已没有那么强烈，也许 因为自己已不那样年少而无所顾虑。 有时在问自己是否一直在努力，给自己的答案却是问号... 只有当华美的叶片落尽，生命的脉搏才历历可见， 虽然自己没有华美的叶片，但也许真的需要时间的等待。 June 25 BaCk21/06/07
26/06/07 几乎...
April 22 TeNder“很多人以为凡事相见是缘,那是他们见识有限所致,其实,更多的时候,不见是缘.” 辞掉了7-eleven 的工作，偷懒了两个星期后，开始准备写各种assignment和迎接压抑的期末复习。但实际上觉得与上个学期的自己相比，惰性增加了许多，进度上也落后了许多。记得，上个学期的这个时候，自己早已是几乎天天晚上拎着本破书去图书馆，精神恍惚地研究里面到底写的是什么玩意（实际上是否研究明白另当别论-_-）。 该给自己定个计划什么的了。在这所学校读书，不是瞎扯的，弄不好就玩完。再加上这个假期要回家转转，最基本的，书要是没读个明白，怎么见江东父老...
回家，也说不出来有什么特别的感觉，只是觉得一个人在一个地方呆太久了都会闷，更何况这么个人烟稀少的地方。另一个原因，如果这次不回去，下次也至少要再等个一年以上。所以该回去转转.. 说到这个“再等一年以上”，想那个时候的自己也许也在为那个所谓的PR瞎忙活着，前一阵子周围的人似乎都在关注着新政策的变化，自己也多多少少的听说些，但从未认真想过，想了也想不出个所以然。总觉得，有些东西是你的就是你的，不是你的强求也不一定得到。一年之后，这个世界会怎么样，天知道。所以...FUCK the Regulations,顺其自然。 六月中旬之前，如果有娱乐活动，可以参加一下，然后，几个assignment写明白，几本破书研究明白，考试kao明白，闪人... ps:剽窃了一个好的开头，以为这次能写个“散文”啥的-_-"，结果又弄了篇小学生水平的文章，就这风格了，assignment 去.... March 16 VoDka 无聊之即，和哥们一起畅饮．搞了一瓶Vodka，几瓶beer．
传说中的Vodka也算是烈性洋酒之一，以前也曾试过Tequila，
他们共同之处便是刚开始烈性感觉平平，但却都是后劲十足，
不胜酒量的哥们都需要配以饮料搞定．
今日一兄弟负责２／３之后便直接上床与周公约会去勒．
本人鉴于不胜酒量＋明日还要早起，便浅尝则止．
但在回家的路上也晕了好久．．．开门也足足花了１０秒以上应该．．．
taking shower 之后才感觉清醒了许多．
希望他日也可以一醉方休！
February 20 Estranged想到这个题目，实际和这篇日志却没有太大的关系．只是枪花的一首老歌而已，却一直比较喜欢． 突然间想写点东西．却总也不知道从何写起... “我的黑夜比白天多”，就从这儿开始写点吧
用这句话来形容前一阵的生物钟再适合不过．
自从混进了7-eleven之后，做了几个传说中容易被打劫的夜班之后，
我发现自己彻底变成了昼伏夜出型，即使不需要夜出的时候，也是在家里精神亢奋地晃来晃去，
寻找着感兴趣的东西，或者说是想办法寻找着感兴趣的东西．
总之一个字 - 就是TMD不困！
至于白天，就在那一闭眼和一睁眼之间好象就过去勒．
后来发现，再这样下去，早晚得玩完（明显症状：黑眼圈O_o..）， 所以在不减少白天睡眠的情况下，增加夜里睡眠（方法：数绵羊）。
再后来 也就是现在
在不断增加白天的工作量和运动量的同时，也增加了夜里的睡眠．也算是为再次的开学调吧．
NND，算是基本恢复正常．
音乐
我想说，出生在任何年代的人都离不开她，只是时代不同，流行不同，或根据个人的口味而不同. 我们生长于这个彩虹般时代，它给于了我们七彩的选折.
在这个农村，不知从几月几日起，我却开始不停的听流行，应该是听了很久很久....
突然有一天发现听得头晕，并且晕得厉害．跑回家弄开电脑，翻出了当年所有的最爱，
当时虽然没有象1900那样牛奔，站在船上冲那个黑哥们来了一句“Fuck jazz too”，
但也感觉心情好了许多许多...
以前经常有哥们问我为什么喜欢金属，我也说不清楚为什么， 这就犹如一个眼神，一个呼吸，一个背影，
也许就是在十年前的今天，一个很奇妙的瞬间，第一次接触便难以再放下．
也许这仅仅也就是一种感觉，冷漠，甜美，颓废亦或激昂!
December 13 卡片．．写了十张卡片寄回国，写了２个半小时．．．
最后看了看，可能总共还没写上２５０个字ＥＲ，而且字还写的巨ugly，算拉．．
本来想多写点内容来更新日志，但好象今天晚上没剩太多时间睡觉，后天晚上再继续更新吧．．．
睡觉去喽．．．
14/12/06
hey, man, what da hell did u buy ? sm cards. for what? post back for my friends. fcuk, man, my real friends, if a girl a kiss iz enough, if a guy a beer iz enough. shit, man ,how? they r really far away from me . ....... ........ 原本想写点东西，因为快一年了 但后来想了想还是算了，没有什么可写的 只是在看着时间在眼前流逝 别人写有关回忆的玩意ER，有的写5年或10的经历 也有到最后那一刻写下一生的回忆 自己还没什么资本可写de，至少是在时间上的 先等个5年 如果那时我还在这儿，到时候再写个玩玩 冒似有点跑题了 -_-“... September 29 DreaM & ReaLitYSleepless nite, the picture came into my mind, i was walking along the familiar path, breathed the summer air, walked alone, noth in my mind,around 20 days; Probably i have forgotten the name of de buldings around me, but i still remember where exactly the path would go through; the path takes me here now; maybe coz of the potential pressure & the time, They easily make me review these old days; what if i really want now, it iz not taking back the past time, but slowing down the time.... MeMory.... July 21 update- becoming wat ?Im becoming a lazy guy -_-...
自从上次更新到现在已经有近2个月的时间了，在这段平凡日子里，按着时间和逻辑的顺序排列也发生了很多事情，Bridging finished，moved new house，holiday，and NEW semester ...也想把其中精彩的部分记述下来，把这平静的生活点缀一些色彩，但是每次都让时间把这种激情冲淡，自己也变得懒惰起来。 Brdging finished 没有什么感觉就结束了,也只能说再次证明了时间有时候比流水还TMD快...得到的成绩也和那几个不眠的夜晚为着论文和类似论文的玩意儿苦苦研究紧密相关。 Moving new house According to de bridging finished,i also considered moving out, maybe it was logic,smtimes, i have no idea whether it was.. My new room basically iz not bad, even much bigger than my old one. But when i first moved here, i couldnt fall into sleep quickly, smtimes really need a deep sleep at dat time. When i was lying on my bed,i couldnt feel i was on the southern earth anymore. Maybe coz there were no more than 100 light stars and moon on the ceiling anymore..da new girl who comes from New Zealand iz living in my old room ,i think she liked the light stars at her first sight,when she decided to move in. Now,as i first time came here, i can sleep anytime, maybe its da reason i became lazy -_-...actually,its a nice free room. Y Holiday sux
Actually, this holiday was only about 10 days. During dat time, every single day, i walked around, did da part time-job, slept and walked around again..just killing the time.-_-"... maybe need a nice travel, but not yet..next holiday, should make a plan for travelling. New Semester Now,I have to say business iz really really a little bit difficult for me. Except maths....,economics, law about business,smthing about finance...watever it iz.. r hard for me. In the lecture, even more than half i had no idea wat were da teahcers talking about. There iz a big distance between my original major. If they talked about the building ,the pipes ,designing by CAD,maybe it iz ok for me. BUT.........its ok! ..its my choice,business iz still important and much more useful,no need other choice ,da only need iz to do lots of reading ,come on!..guy! May 31 ReNeWTime goes so quickly ! Everyth past as it happened at yesterday.Every single day,im still walking between da Uni and home. Today iz the last day of May, my course also will be finished in next month.it seems soon... however,Smtimes, i hope dat day comes much more quicker, and i could have a nice sleep,sleep all da day.
Several days before ,i found i wanted to play soccer,then i run to city,planed to buy a soccer shoes.But no size for me..a little despair... instead of it i bought a black nike running shose..always hope to have a great running shoes...GOOD!Later, i decided to buy a tennis racket,b/c i found sm fun from it.. so i bought one from a local in a cheaper price. The guy hurt his arm and cant play tennis anymore. Wat da pity! As he said: i bought the racket 2 years ago about $500,now i just wanted to let it out...sooo sorrow. but, such a kind mate.... cheaper to another kind guy who wanna learn tennis.^_^...
The racket:Head.Ti.Radical L5, made in AUS. This type was used by Aggasi b4..pretty NICE!
2omorrow,another test will come, need to prepare... i wanna sleep....
Life iz like this .....MARCH ON! April 20 LaKe EnTrAnCe~ ApRiL 18Lake Entrance 2日游
4月17日早7点从Melbourne出发； 黄色Suzuki头车，一个字-十分省油， 路中：时而有人喊“快看那只马” “同志，那是头牛”.... 中间红色Suburu,一边跑，一边看的油线下降，太快，有压力.. 最后澳洲传说中的白色Holden，据说有什么GPS?? 同行共13人，行程约400公里，所到之处连叶子都没了... 中午到达目的地； 中间过程：捉螃蟹，旅馆，捉螃蟹，BBQ，Beach，再捉螃蟹； 其他略.... 4月18日晚开始往回闪； 晚上23点左右到家，整理东西and睡觉..... March 29 逻辑澳洲的冬令时开始，但实际没开始；
但生物钟貌似开始运转，失眠两天； 解决失眠据说有种办法叫“数字催眠”； 所以两天内数4了澳洲所有的绵羊，恢复正常； 冬令时被推迟一周，由于Commonwealth Game; 由于Commonwealth Game开幕从英国来了个女人，传说她叫Elizabeth； 由于Elizabeth的到来，以至于有部分疯子翘课去瞻仰容颜，后文不知内容…… 因为想睡个好觉，所以晚上决定先跑步； 电脑显示20：50出发，实际已21：50，竟然不知道…… 由于天黑，所以在丁字路口没有及时转弯； 由于没有转弯导致不知多跑几百米，另一种说法：又有点迷路……所以到家已有23点多； 由于白天在学校上网发现ipod nuno 1G 的价钱很诱人； 所以晚上在家不知不觉踩到书包，并且感觉脚下很是不爽； 脚不爽的结果导致N小时以后发现mp3显示屏已坏…… 由于下周要做newspaper discussion,所以在学校把前七天的报纸全skim一遍； 因为今天起来晚了，所以要去睡觉现在； 逻辑. Exactly, logic.....babelism; February 28 Brave Heart - freedomFight and you may die, run and you'll live. At least a while.
And dying in your beds many years from now, would you be willing to trade all the days from this day to that for one chance, just one chance to come back here and tell our enemies , that they may take our lives, but they'll never take our freedom!
---William Wallace
很久以前看了Mel.Gibson的这部经典之作，当看到William Wallace面对苏格兰战士的这一段慷慨宣言时，感觉到他对自由的追求是如此的强烈。至今，这段仍经常在脑海中徘徊。也许是由于只看了一遍的原因。 不知不觉，来到这个人烟稀少的南半球已经有一阵子了，面对着显示器我仍处于5周的break中。在这段日子里找到了零用钱的来源、每天在不知不觉中背着蔬菜和水果的名字、在操场中一圈圈的跑步，直到留汗为止、只要不熬夜每天都可以睡到自然醒。做着自己想做的事。生活简单而单调，平凡却不平庸。这一段将会是求学路和漫长生活中的一个片段。 时间总是过得快，虽然还有10天多点就要上课了，但感觉这10天将会是转眼之间。再次开学才是真正学习的开始，那时应该将会有更多的事情要去做，至少也是最主要是学习上的。将会又一次感觉到时间的宝贵。但这也是另一种自由的开始! alex ,march on! 简单的忍受一下本人的翻译水平,haha~~~ 战斗也许会令你死去，逃避也许会让你生存。至少是暂时的活下去。从现在起，直到多年以后躺在床上等待着死亡的那一刻，你将是否愿意用那些虚度过的日子和今天来交换一次重新的机会，仅仅是一次让你重新回到战场向我们的敌人宣告的机会，他们也许可以夺走我们的生命，但将永远不能夺走我们的自由! Every man dies, not every man really lives! January 29 春节 Part time-job 不知不觉就在这边度过了第一个春节。虽然说这边的华人比较多，但气氛与国内相差甚远。也就是在三十儿晚上到CROWN吃饭的时候才会有那么一些热闹的场面。 三十那天仍如既往，早上第一次睁开眼睛的时候发现外边下仍然下着雨（下了一宿应该是，所以难得睡得那么好）。下意识的又闭上了眼睛，又和周公约会去了...不知又睡了多久，被窗外的不知到什么破鸟给叫醒了，一阵雨后的凉风从窗户吹了进来，一个字--舒服：）。难得的好天气，决定去跑步。自从连续的高温开始再加上放课有part time-job要做，已经有好久没跑了。换了身儿装备，冲出了huose。要征服的路线和以前一样，先跑到caulfield campus的体育场休息一会，然后在搞定剩下的路程。这次在体育场里看到了一群local在准备板球比赛。那时我想到的却是：如果在国内，这个时候每家都应该在忙着贴对联了吧。这里人们却和往常一样,在这平凡的周六做着自己喜欢的活动。下午，收拾了一下房间，怎么说也是春节了啊，得干净干净，哈哈……然后就去了水果店。晚上和cousins等朋友一起去吃了年夜饭，那个时候才有了点春节的气氛^_^ My part time-job:是一家华人的水果店，每天放学后去那里把蔬菜和水果装箱，然后再放到cool room里，一切就OK了。不过水果和蔬菜的种类真是多，每样东西又有着好多的品种，记它们的名字真是有点郁闷...在这工作，天气热的时候偶尔还可以有水果吃，for free，嘿嘿...昨天，也就是三十儿，拿到了我的第一份工资，72 dollar，工作9个小时所得。虽然不是很多，但至少可以买一些需要的东西。PHILIPS extra bass耳机我正在听。等车，坐车不能缺的装备，一直想弄个音质好点的。今天搞定：）TANG果珍一瓶，仍延续着大学时代的习惯。 留学的生活，除了读书还要有一些生活上的体验，我觉得这样才叫完整。如果有一天回想起来，会感觉这些生活中所积累的东西也许会比从学校那里得到的那张纸更有意义。 |
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